“My hands shake as I write the e-mail. I type as fast as I can because I’m worried if I don’t hit ‘send’ soon I will totally back out. I don’t want to back out. I know what I need and I know how to get it. I just have to take the first step. Hello. Saw your ad. I would potentially like to make an appointment for your services. Please e-mail back with more information.Sincerely,Rachel As I click ‘send’ I squeeze my eyes shut tight, not wanting to admit to myself that I’m actually going through wi...th this. Conflicting emotions rage through my body. I close my laptop. If I can’t see the screen, I don’t have to think about what I’ve done, and I can go about my day.But five minutes later I find myself opening my laptop back up and checking my mail.Nothing yet. I am a ridiculous bundle of nerves and I scold myself for it. Normally I’m more composed.My cell buzzes in my pocket and I yank it out, happy for the distraction. It’s my secretary from work. Perfect. She’s got an emergency with some of the files.MoreLessRead More Read Less
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