The Finer Points of Becoming Machine (2012)
“I’m tired and jittery from all the medication they’re giving me. I don’t know what the date is any more. I feel sick to my stomach all the time, but they expect me to eat anyway. Have you ever taken this shit they’re giving me? Have you? It’s like taking a fucking speedball and it’s scaring the crap out of me. I’m exhausted but you won’t let me sleep, the meds won’t let me eat without throwing up for half an hour after dinner, and I’m stuck in my head.
It’s late at night and I am writing th...is by the creeping yellow light coming in through the broken plastic blinds that cover the clouded-with-dirt window. I just kind of scribbled nonsense tonight in my journal so I wouldn’t get in trouble for not writing anything. But something is inside me, trying to claw its way out of my chest and onto this paper.
I’m afraid to write though. I know about child protection laws and I’m afraid of my parents. And what happens if I tell the truth and nobody believes me?MoreLess
It’s late at night and I am writing th...is by the creeping yellow light coming in through the broken plastic blinds that cover the clouded-with-dirt window. I just kind of scribbled nonsense tonight in my journal so I wouldn’t get in trouble for not writing anything. But something is inside me, trying to claw its way out of my chest and onto this paper.
I’m afraid to write though. I know about child protection laws and I’m afraid of my parents. And what happens if I tell the truth and nobody believes me?MoreLess
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