“I forgot it. I forgot it. How could I do that? This isn't like yesterday, where I was rushing to get ready and just didn't have the time. This is ridiculous. How could I be so stupid? Especially now. Especially today, when I need it? There's no Kyra, no Cal, no one. I'm alone. Alone in a school of two thousand people, but I have Schemata and Bendis in my brain, right? Isn't that what matters? And then it happens. The world, the universe, everything, just slams into me. Cal is in biology with me; he sits three rows up and a column over, so usually he'll toss a grin or an eye-roll my way every now and then. But throughout the entire class he hasn't so much as twisted his neck even slightly in my direction. I stare at the back of his head, willing him to turn to me, then realize that if he did turn, he'd see me mooning over him like a lovesick ... person who's lovesick. And that would be as bad as not getting the chance to talk to him at all. Gay. She told him I was gay. Would he even be...lieve that?MoreLessShow More Show Less
The Astonishing Adventures of Fan Boy And Goth Girl
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