Southern Greed
“When I say I gave my heart to Jesus, this is how it happened. After being told all my life that I would go to hell if I wasn’t “saved,” I had begun to have nightmares about hell, a horrible way to bring up a child.
So, with all the confusion that goes on in the adolescent years, and with my hormones raging, I just knew that the feelings I was having were sinful. After living in fear for too long I decided to surrender.
Looking back now, as an adult, I can see how the whole process works. It’s simple manipulation through fear, guilt, and shame. In other words, when you hit adolescence and you get horny, they see it as an opportunity to double their guilt trip efforts and get you down to that altar and get you saved.
It didn’t matter that the evangelist who prayed over me to be saved was the same one who raped me later on in the week of the revival. No one believed me anyway and claimed that I wasn’t saved like I claimed to be or I wouldn’t have lied about a good man of... God like the Reverent Jacobs.MoreLess
So, with all the confusion that goes on in the adolescent years, and with my hormones raging, I just knew that the feelings I was having were sinful. After living in fear for too long I decided to surrender.
Looking back now, as an adult, I can see how the whole process works. It’s simple manipulation through fear, guilt, and shame. In other words, when you hit adolescence and you get horny, they see it as an opportunity to double their guilt trip efforts and get you down to that altar and get you saved.
It didn’t matter that the evangelist who prayed over me to be saved was the same one who raped me later on in the week of the revival. No one believed me anyway and claimed that I wasn’t saved like I claimed to be or I wouldn’t have lied about a good man of... God like the Reverent Jacobs.MoreLess
Write Review:
Guest
Read Also
10 / 10
User Reviews: