Love You Hate You Miss You (2009)
“It’s 4:00 a.m., and I’m sitting on the bathroom floor. It took me forever to fall asleep because everything Patrick said was rolling around in my head, but I did. I fell asleep and woke up shaking from a dream that wasn’t one, from the memory of your open eyes staring unseeing into mine.
I’m sorry for what I did, and you know that, right? You have to know that. But J, did you— You knew, didn’t you?
That night, the one where you didn’t want to leave Kevin at that party, you knew what that guy di...d. I know what you said at the hospital really meant now, J. Why didn’t you say anything that night? Why?
No.
You didn’t know.
You couldn’t have known. You were wrapped up in Kevin, desperate to be with him, but you were going to take me home. You said you would. You got rid of that guy for me. You might have seen something, but it wasn’t enough to make you sure of anything, and if you had, you would have said something.
You didn’t know.
Right?
I hate Laurie for this. I want my memory of waking up and seeing you in the hospital unchanged.MoreLess
I’m sorry for what I did, and you know that, right? You have to know that. But J, did you— You knew, didn’t you?
That night, the one where you didn’t want to leave Kevin at that party, you knew what that guy di...d. I know what you said at the hospital really meant now, J. Why didn’t you say anything that night? Why?
No.
You didn’t know.
You couldn’t have known. You were wrapped up in Kevin, desperate to be with him, but you were going to take me home. You said you would. You got rid of that guy for me. You might have seen something, but it wasn’t enough to make you sure of anything, and if you had, you would have said something.
You didn’t know.
Right?
I hate Laurie for this. I want my memory of waking up and seeing you in the hospital unchanged.MoreLess
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