Elegy Owed
“They fall in love. World War II happens. Lev goes to war and is captured by the Germans. After the war, denounced by fellow Russians who heard him speaking German, Lev is sentenced to death for treason, his sentence commuted to ten years in the gulag. I am so far sorry for Lev and Svetlana but not amazed. My amazement begins when Svetlana breaks into the gulag, not once but several times, to see and touch Lev.
I have lived for three weeks as a man who knows this thing was done, have washed dish...es and dug a trench trying to imagine her first step after closing the door, the first step Svetlana took under the power of the thought, I am going to sneak into the gulag. I felt I knew the world and then found out it contained that first step and every next step toward guns and dogs and the Arctic Circle, it made me so happy that she did this that I dug a better trench and washed cleaner plates and tried to think of a place on my wife’s body I’d never kissed.
I thought of such a place and kissed her there and explained why kissing her there was the least I could do to show the world I have a new and more generous understanding of life: I will get drunk and throw knives at clouds but also kiss my wife’s darkest privacy to demonstrate I am willing to convert reverence to deed.MoreLess
I have lived for three weeks as a man who knows this thing was done, have washed dish...es and dug a trench trying to imagine her first step after closing the door, the first step Svetlana took under the power of the thought, I am going to sneak into the gulag. I felt I knew the world and then found out it contained that first step and every next step toward guns and dogs and the Arctic Circle, it made me so happy that she did this that I dug a better trench and washed cleaner plates and tried to think of a place on my wife’s body I’d never kissed.
I thought of such a place and kissed her there and explained why kissing her there was the least I could do to show the world I have a new and more generous understanding of life: I will get drunk and throw knives at clouds but also kiss my wife’s darkest privacy to demonstrate I am willing to convert reverence to deed.MoreLess
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