Deep Surrendering: Episode Eleven
“I asked as Fin filled a bowl with soup and pushed it across the counter at me. “I mean, with us.” It was hard not to jump up and throw my arms around him and hold him to make sure he was still here and he was still real. I’d thought about this moment for so long, but I never thought it was actually going to happen.
Fin sighed and got a bowl of soup for himself and then sat on the stool next to me. He folded his arms and stared into his soup.
“That’s a good question that I think we’re going to have to talk a lot about. I know what I want, but I need to know what you want.” Him. I obviously wanted him, but could we make this work? Technically, we hadn’t even truly dated. We knew how to have sex, that’s for sure, but could we do the day-to-day? The dates and the phone calls and dealing with stupid things. And in the larger picture, where would this go? Marriage? Children? Laundry and bills and joint tax returns?
“Okay,” I said, blowing on a spoonful of soup so I didn’t burn my mouth, “wh...at do you want?”MoreLess
Fin sighed and got a bowl of soup for himself and then sat on the stool next to me. He folded his arms and stared into his soup.
“That’s a good question that I think we’re going to have to talk a lot about. I know what I want, but I need to know what you want.” Him. I obviously wanted him, but could we make this work? Technically, we hadn’t even truly dated. We knew how to have sex, that’s for sure, but could we do the day-to-day? The dates and the phone calls and dealing with stupid things. And in the larger picture, where would this go? Marriage? Children? Laundry and bills and joint tax returns?
“Okay,” I said, blowing on a spoonful of soup so I didn’t burn my mouth, “wh...at do you want?”MoreLess
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