Black Widow
“There are many ways in which you can cheat without the other side ever knowing or being able to prove it. But unless you observe the rules, then what you yourself are doing within this game becomes meaningless.
Let me stress, it wasn’t some ongoing state of attrition. In fact, I think it would have been easier if that were true: I would have seen what was really happening and not gotten sucked into the quicksand. But just when I found myself wondering if I had made the biggest mistake of my lif...e, he would do something to remind me why I fell for him. And, of course, I was so determined to make this work, and therefore vulnerable to believing that we were merely enduring normal bumps in the road.
Tensions would simmer for days, before the dam would break and I would have it out with him. Then he would say precisely the right words and between us we would see a brighter future, immediately before or after some very intense make-up sex.
I hated how I sounded, always moaning about the same things, but that was because those same things didn’t change.MoreLess
Let me stress, it wasn’t some ongoing state of attrition. In fact, I think it would have been easier if that were true: I would have seen what was really happening and not gotten sucked into the quicksand. But just when I found myself wondering if I had made the biggest mistake of my lif...e, he would do something to remind me why I fell for him. And, of course, I was so determined to make this work, and therefore vulnerable to believing that we were merely enduring normal bumps in the road.
Tensions would simmer for days, before the dam would break and I would have it out with him. Then he would say precisely the right words and between us we would see a brighter future, immediately before or after some very intense make-up sex.
I hated how I sounded, always moaning about the same things, but that was because those same things didn’t change.MoreLess
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