Black Rabbit Summer
“Do you know what that’s like?
It’s like the end of the world, only worse.
The end of the world that never ends.
It’s shitness, sickness, guilt, regret… an inner pain that kills you for ever, a pain that’s always been there, and will always be there, whether you’re dead or alive or anything in between.
That’s what it’s like.
And that’s pretty much what it was like for me for the rest of that night.
I didn’t know if it was just the drink that was screwing me up – the tequila, the vodka, whatever ...else I’d had – or if it was something else. The weirdness of the night, the heat, the noise, the lights… or maybe it was just me. Maybe I was losing it, cracking up, going mad. I really didn’t know. But whatever it was, it didn’t really matter, because there wasn’t anything I could do about it anyway. All I could do was keep going.
So that’s what I did.
After I’d finally managed to heave myself up off the bench and get moving, I just kept going – walking, stumbling, searching all over the fairground, trying to find Raymond.MoreLess
It’s like the end of the world, only worse.
The end of the world that never ends.
It’s shitness, sickness, guilt, regret… an inner pain that kills you for ever, a pain that’s always been there, and will always be there, whether you’re dead or alive or anything in between.
That’s what it’s like.
And that’s pretty much what it was like for me for the rest of that night.
I didn’t know if it was just the drink that was screwing me up – the tequila, the vodka, whatever ...else I’d had – or if it was something else. The weirdness of the night, the heat, the noise, the lights… or maybe it was just me. Maybe I was losing it, cracking up, going mad. I really didn’t know. But whatever it was, it didn’t really matter, because there wasn’t anything I could do about it anyway. All I could do was keep going.
So that’s what I did.
After I’d finally managed to heave myself up off the bench and get moving, I just kept going – walking, stumbling, searching all over the fairground, trying to find Raymond.MoreLess
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